Things I learn in 2011

“I start to blog after four months and what it triggers is ..a dejected feeling. blessing in disguise?”

- I thought driving is easy.. but after i learn it for so many times and has spent nt a lil amount for two time formal tuition and two freelance teachings, me, as an  super feminine gal (coughs) who doesnt have IQ in coordination intelligence and the natural talent to measure the road and stuffs plus the awkward clumsiness , I still suck at manual driving and dare not drive alone..

- I got a few fields to earn a living . I guess 2011 is the most adventurous way in making a living. Tq to only very few teaching classes and unsettled deal which result in no deal of private learning  like a chained misfortune, I dunno if I am still a teacher or not.But well my life is pretty colorful this year whether colorful or gray ones. lol

- Still, being financially increased ain’t easy. There are two times when I see butterflies and roses I could hardly doze off at mid nite seeing opportunities, but then again..

- My way of enjoying and devouring american music and pop culture is subconsciously or consciously, my way to  hinder pain and hurting moment. of course I do enjoy them wholly too when I’m at delight. When I was in high school, one of my sis said my song was irritating. It was “lady marmalade’ christina aguilera and lil kim’s.. Until today I still find that song sexily entertaining. Those who dun like american loud songs are boring cynics who only stick to lameness.. haha..my excuse.

-Outer beauty enhancement hurts but it does make u look prettier. my tooth brace has caused tens of countless mouth ulcer but..yeah it pays off.

- I still love make ups no matter what people say… People who dun often do make ups and criticize make up ers are lame.Note that I say the criticizer

- my description of me in my blog as ‘a fictional dreamer’ still applies until today. What makes the difference of me present and past is the way I try to wipe off the nonsense. It ain’t easy for my explosive and sensitive disposition.

- Love is not just a Noun (read : feeling) but a verb too.. u already read that fr sum inspirational scripture. It needs commitment . Failure in being committed and loving as a verb  is what makes people fail in relationships. That’s a test for lifetime. I’m not lecturing.

- I’m stepping 2012 agenda in big lifetime alteration that everyone must go through majorly..clears throat

- With all the plus and minus.. I am losing my independence of living almost alone soon because of third party intrusion (rolling eyes).. sorta dejected on how  free I’ve been  all this time. I really need God to lead me.. I just wanna be happy God. Please fulfil my wish soonest!

- o yeah I was bitten by a cat literally this year it’s so poisonous I got a shot.. funny…ppl usually get bitten by dogs

 

May Life Improve By all Good terms…

U’r not there…

” Willy wonka slips when the going gets rough….”

You’re not there …

There was a land of fertility and joy.  It was a very intriguing one. It promises the fulfilling  of dream.

But it was a fake promise. It  wasn’t supposed to be a desperate expectation.

There should be something fugly.. Some thorn lurking within a rose.. Impossible a neverland is all bout pulchritude. Defense mechanism.

It’s merely  an escape dream ..Always rotates back just for fleeing from pain.

You’re not there …

 

I love KevJumba!

In the month of dubiousness and stress I should say … I got new hobbies. Thanks to less lame aha internet connection, I can get to see utube videos directly without having to wait for thousands of years (yeah exaggerated) . I used to download utube videos and it took bout almost half an hour hour or more to finish downloading a 5 min video?? Sick.. Now that I’ve dumped the super lame for like 6 months I  can watch videos directly and wait only bout less than 30 secs to progress mainly.

Recently,I’m into Asian Americans’ videos . In my previous blog I have referred Victor Kim. Now it’s Kev Jumba’s videos. Well ,Kev Jumba’s a youtube comedian celebrity. His sense of humor is hilarious.. and he’s been making videos since 5 years ago and dude, I just get to watch it last month? I read his name before but before then my hobbies were only the make up tutorial videos and MVs. How I got into non music videos? I dunno why either.. well life’s like that… u will always get to change interest ..Life’s full of possibilities

Kev Jumba’s still a very young guy. He’s born in 1990..(sweat..no no I’m not old). His father’s also featured a lot in the vids. Here’s the quote from wikipedia..

As of July 2011, he is YouTube’s ninth most subscribed comedian and twelfth most subscribed user overall.^[6] He currently attends the University of California, Davis as a film major. The San Francisco Chronicle‘s Jeff Yang has noted that Wu is not a comedian in the conventional sense but that by “just talking [he] is, well, pretty hilarious” due to his deadpan vocal delivery, animated facial expressions and tendency toward unexpected digressions. In 2010, Kevin and his father, Michael, competed as a team on the 17th season of The Amazing Race, placing seventh out of eleven teams.

One of the videos I keep re watching this was when he was still at high school

A more grown up look when he’s at college ..This vid ‘s super funny as well. My personal opinion, handsome asian guys can be just as attractive as the hot hunk caucasians. Brad Pitt? no no..u’r not everything .grin. It’s hollywood movies that make caucasians regarded superior ..

Here’s one of the amazing race’s leg preview on kevin and his father’s role …

Dun u agree the hilarious part is when his dad papajumba innocently said “sleep together, pee together” and kev’s remarks ‘dad you’re embarrassing me..national tee veee!!’ hahah..

The one that ticks me is when kev’s twisted the i love you  into mandarin translation “kevin..ni wei se me ze me beng!” which actually means why ar u so stupid.lol

Well..should u love this here’s the link to his video

http://www.youtube.com/user/kevjumba?blend=1&ob=5

Byee

new youtube idol fever

Lately I got a new utube idol.. dunno that ABK (American Born Korean) cud be damn coo lol.. this guy’s called victor kim.apparently a dancer of ‘quest crew’ team that won american’s best dance crew contest season 3. Not only that, this guy is a singer and apparently plays  various musical instruments perfectly well. Talents u name it! am impressed by his silky voice..how he changed the disco ‘party rock anthem’  into acoustic’s silky rendition..that’s how i started to get curious bout him and started to click his more videos in youtube. He and his dance crew team also appeared  in the lmfao’s video..u guys shud check out his interpretation of bruno mars ‘ and soul sista’s with ukulele. He ‘s also a breakdance pro and head slider..funkyyy..

I got this song a couple of months ago by a student who hv sth in common with me,favoring american top 40 singles.. initially, I didn’t really like this single. After I knew Victor Kim, I grew interest and yes,,freaking mad, it’s got more than a hundred million view..rolling eyes. It leads the trend of the shuffling move worldwide. In case u havnt known it, watch it..then u’ll get to knw the shuf..ff ,,fling thing. rawk on..

 

Occurrence and Resonance

‘ Your pulchritude is too beautiful to touch , so it’s only worth to watch and let it unspoiled.. ‘

The impact of a notable event in one’s life doesn’t count on how long the subject lingers in one’s journey, but on the vibration it resonates..

The Fourth Year Career Story Telling

“There hangs a scruffy banner outside  2nd floor of a store house, staggeringly desperate to be torn by nature… for its owner has left it stranded..Oh yes, the maker, u are one of my blog readers hihi”

Ultimately, another two semester has passed..

This year, I kinda enjoy it because I am more a self employed now, un attached to any formal school employing.yea yeahhh.

Became a tenant  for my small self-employed education business. Commencing with hardly a few, growingggg, and dang…drastic slump. rotfl. Well, turns out  the expected market criteria are not suitable with the outcome. Let’s say that I dwell in the wrong location .Oh no..it’s me who are wrong, never the location is it? Nah nah.. Should I not change my location, then I have to change my wish. But I am not altering my wish.

And I came to a conclusion if u don’t succeed in a static location, why not just go mobile? What I learn? Well well well.. I’ll save u from my endless whining here…u dun wanna hear ..uhuh..raising the corner of my lip: parents..some tacky parents.  and oh, i learn to bargain a lot about tenancy. Does it make me a good bargainer now?

Not gonna tell u what I wanna focus more on at now..but  just learn that I’m actually not a good sales person enough. I always boast that I am good at talkin and blaa..but lady, it’s nt enuf!! There are 1001 things to learn.

So anyway after beating around the bush, the central key of this all is bout making a living  in  this cold blooded world (Mercy…gimme more warm blooded hands pliss) . Rock it!

Ps. this blog has been the silent witness of my four year career story too..For u are nt mute, Can anyone sum up the first rundown until today’s on what I’ve been doing? chuckles..

Can You?

Can you b:

1. the guy who’s the one to gently lemme win?

2. the guy who I know sincerely love  me ?

3. the guy that doesnt have me to suspect that he is having an affair, that i’ve  to worry 24/7 because of the playboy or attention seeker nature?

4. the guy that allows me to grab his food?

5. the guy that comprehends me  and soothes me?

6. the guy that becomes an angel to send his missionary even u’re thousands of miles away ?

7. the guy that forgives my past mistakes and my asstitude?

8. the guy that I have rejected and hurt , but still wanna be with me?

9. the guy that during rejection time, still help me????!!

10. the guy that grumbles and scolds me after waiting for thousands of hours for my make up session, but then wanna wait again for other make up sessions albeit the scolding?

11. the guy that offers to clean my ear voluntarily like my mom????? yeah i know u’r gaping  but,  he doess dudeee (wink)

12. the guy that offers his whole world with what he has rather than the guy who has everything but offers nothing?

For a guy has fulfilled all the aforementioned capabilities.. and let this be the reminder and wake-up call  for me ..that  I am blessed.

A brief reply

Here’s what she told me, “If we always looked behind every time we wanna step ahead, we would miss a lotta good stuff we should have attained. God is waiting for us ahead, as a triumphant man.”

This message is from the facilitator of my christian cell group, upon my consulting her about one who wounded me, who kept haunting my private social network , tried to add me with various names but remained unapproved, sumhow reached  my no  after two time alterating and gave a prank call,  messaged my  inbox but i ignored for it’s quite tacky to respond a sumhow psychologically headache-triggering person.It’s true that I have stepped ahead but to forget the pain fr someone who’s caused such a mess plus all the offense n  curse, isn’t that easily swept.

She added, “If you have forgiven the person, just communicate it to God and remain silent. Stay positive that the person may mean it when asking for a reconciliated friendship.”

So finally …i respond to a newly sent inbox : “Let bygones be bygones. I have moved forward and not think bout the past anymore, so u are forgiven. I lead my own private life and i’m sure u do too. tq for appreciating.”

Hallo Kuala Lumpur

Years ago my visit to Malaysia was more like amusement fun..(genting, malaka zoo,putrajaya, and study tour stuff) this time I had more urban fun which is more my fav  just two days in Kl though..not enuf chance to go to twin tower, sunway lagoon and berjaya time square.

- Do you take notice dat the closet hole of Malaysian is much deeper  than the Indonesian closet? it means that your poo-poo (faeces) drop farther down rather than in our dear Indonesian closet, where your poo2 just drop a few inches so u can figure out ur faeces form more evidently. (sorry I am actually a quite a discourteous talker) lol

- Do you check the angmo chicks in KL are much more attractive, sexier and gorgeous..No offence, most angmo chicks in Medan (barely seen of course esp tourists) are hardly attractive for eye candy.

- Public facilities in KL charge 20 cents for each entrance (like Sungei Wang Mall and bus station) while in Medan all are free of charge already (as far as I’m concerned). This is quite funny, haha..I was actually taken aback when the Indian toilet staff in one of d floors in Sungei wang chided  me and my sis sarcastically,”Hey dun u see this is 20 cents per person?” My sis was not aware enough cuz she only paid 20 cents. I scolded her,”We dunno but u can just say more nicely, right?” then I stared at her while queuing for the toilet. I only pee but my sis poo so I went out first. When she already went out she told me when she was poo-ing the cleaner half shouted, “Hey people are already waiting outside. Be quick!!” Geez..we have never seen such a fierce toilet cleaner in a mall …rotfl. freakin mad. hahaa.

-In a seven eleven shop alike, an elderly Indian owner asked me to join an easter celebration at 10 pm after he closed his shop. My sis blamed me for my over friendliness to him that’s why he asked me out by phone.Because we are two freaking tourists , I dare not go out with stranger. But if Keanu Reeves or Adam Levine asked, that would be different. LOL.

- In Sungei wang, d clothes shops mostly play katy perry’s and gaga’s all the time, and o yes britney’s newest single (which I thought was lame,but when played by d stereo in d boutique,,hey it pretty danged..guess loud music sucks when played by cellphone) ..and one which is my favorite currently, It’s from Adele “Rolling in the Deep”..super gorgeous powerful soulful voice.  clothes sold in sungei wang would be resold in Medan three or four times more costly. Sungei wang is superr cheappp..a cute top can even cost only 30 thousand rupiah. but of course cheap stuffs cant be tested in changing room.

- Lyne, if u are reading this..hope we can meet at another more flexible schedule . Actually I planned to go to redang before with friends .. airasia tickets had been purchased like half a year before but suddenly friends cancelled so d schedule was rather unfixed so I decided to tell u on spot when I reached KL so as not to disappoint u.

- I can bear walking. I just walked and kept walking. In Medan, I would have complained to the pollution and discomfort for a 20 min walk in  humidity. But there? no problemo..I think I hv no prblm walking fast in sg too? (people claim hongkonese and singaporeans walk pretty fast)

-In penang, my sis told me a westerner even took pic of local fruits which are nothing special for us.o yes, I went to penang for a stomach check up in island hospital. the result is nothing significant, just a slight acid problem. i guess there’s no cure for gastric. u just gotta treat ur stomach all ur lifetime >< btw, Penang doesnt impress me. Only dozens of tall apartments. Perhaps visiting the sea would be nicer.

-So I say wat d heck just take watever pics we want. Too bad, my sis is a lame photographer so there are a lot of dissatisfying shots of myself.

- I really wanted to go to sg but my sis and my luggage were way too heavy already plus we had spent too much. So we booked a ticket again home fr penang directly, 3 days earlier fr planned return date.Thus I wasted 700 thsnd sth for unused airasia tickets. so guys, dun buy airasia for sth not fixed plus the luggage weigh limitation sucks.

- Food in KL pretty suit my tastebuds except fishball noodles dat I tried at a stall of Bukit bintang area. Other than that, they are all fit me. Chinese food I like it wanna spend less on food with pretty safe menu? bukit bintang stalls will do..but remember, not the restaurants! hokkien noodles just cost bout 3 rm..drink like 2 rm..so cheap. also the buffet vegetable menu at food stall around bukit bintang area are pretty tasty too. ‘

Well that sums it all.. tq for the opportunity fr God so I can travel awhile.

Philip 3

He preached,”all the treasures, our land, property was only within God’s grant.Although we do need property for our fam’s endurance yet we must remember these are not permanent.” See all those tsunamic sites .. They are blowing us at full set. I found that the sermon on the second nite is the most impressively lingering.He showed his missionary vidoes, one in Taiwan to aid the casualties and to conquer the taiwanese natives for them to lead the proper path, and another video’s in India, where ppl came from rural area and needed 3 days to reach worship place by train. Astounding.Aftr the service’s over, congregation fervently ran to his arms, crying joyfully and touchingly. It was tear shedding period. We sense his nobility and humbleness by his acts, one of which was choosing to go by public vehicled transport than using car to that Indian church.Beside that, other discomfort has been experienced by the his story telling on his biography”before 30.”. He reminded us again that the world is at the brink of ending era and that we need to reflect more on spiritual attachment than the worldy possession, which with one single calamity,will make them debris.